Trauma

Do you have this sick called trauma?

Well, I do have one...
More painful than giving birth,
flushes away my confidence
tears my heart into pieces,
again and again once reminded.
No matter how hard I tried to forget

But I guess I have to fight this alone
No one can help to cure
Only me
By myself,
Alone...

Sad oh, so sad...
I don't know how to

I'm just scared.