Tuesday, October 11, 2005

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These past few weeks I feel like doing everything wrongly. I feel like I took the wrong decision. I feel like I said the wrong words. I feel like I couldn't understand anything and left blank. I feel like I forgot-and dropped-and left many important things. I feel like I lost my brain and consciousness.

I was thinking that it is because of the situation. It gave me pressure that I lost my control and sense.

I also once blamed the hormones that caused me into this weak-fragile-sensitive-and easy crying woman.

But today in the train on my way back home, I knew one thing. The center of problem is ME myself.

Am scared now.......

6 comments:

qiyut said...

you are only feeling emotional darling. blame on the hormon. believe what you had chosen..you've done the best and the right thing. we all miss you and the baby :) take care

qiyut

Carla said...

Jangan sedih dong, Bu Kondo. We all have one of those times when we feel down... and that everything goes wrong.

Can't give anything more but soothing words and a digital hug now.

Atas said...

###*BIG HUGS From Afar*###

lesite=; lauteur=nadtz said...

Hoi ?? masih depressi ? kalo iya, cheer up cheer up ^-^ imoettt!!!! Smile and be happy. Semangat semangat yo. Banyak2 nulis, biar lega isa menumpahkan perasaan.
>:D<

ayu said...

kayanya emang nyebelin dalam feeling so mbencekno gitu. baca komik konyol aja deh.. hehe! Sini sini tak peluk.. :p

mia said...

think about your almost-born-baby, bet you would feel better .. :) anyhow, you're like livin in the capital city of world's comic!!!!! buy some comics for heaven's sake!! laugh your ass off, and then when u feel better already, do tell me what was the comic that successfully cheer you up like that :)