These past few weeks I feel like doing everything wrongly. I feel like I took the wrong decision. I feel like I said the wrong words. I feel like I couldn't understand anything and left blank. I feel like I forgot-and dropped-and left many important things. I feel like I lost my brain and consciousness.
I was thinking that it is because of the situation. It gave me pressure that I lost my control and sense.
I also once blamed the hormones that caused me into this weak-fragile-sensitive-and easy crying woman.
But today in the train on my way back home, I knew one thing. The center of problem is ME myself.
Am scared now.......