Friday, August 06, 2004

Ending....don't come!!!!

People come and go in your life. They might be gone from your routine, but don't let them go from your heart......
Every 5:00 pm in my morning office, one by one says good bye to each other with smile (at last the day ends!), and wave (c u tomorrow, tot morgen, tot volgende week!). Bangs the door, then dissapears!
Been that way, get used to that already. Routine, routine, routine......
But what if it comes to the end??? heartbreaks, teardrops, lost...
This evening, as usual vitria said good bye, it was time for her to go home already. But this time it was really different. Smiling widely, she said: "see u guys...ooh...see u in next two weeks....OH!!! won't we meet anymore?"
I was thrown into reality. Oh...this month is gonna be the last month of all of us working together. Nina is going to go to Jakarta already on the 22 of August, so she won't meet vitria anymore in the office. Everybody got stucked. Time goes so quickly!!! anyhow, vitria is going to join us for her last presentation in Malang next two weeks...would really be our last time working together...(_ _o) sad.....
As she left, I looked at Nina at the eyes....
Mia has been gone, Vitria will be soon, and then is Nina queing behind??
It felt like yesterday when I met her for the first time at the Schipol airport. We are now almost reach the end. I felt great lost in my heart, can't help not to cried. We both did......what would we do in October? when every body probably would say goodbye to each other for real??
Could i really bear it, when the time comes?
Life must go on.....but left my heart tons of heavy feelings.

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